Queer's Monologue

That says it all. Qualifications are not satisfied, nor do I even come close. So the best decision is to stay the same as before. Even the idea can disgust any person. Disgust – something that I’ve dealt with since childhood. Yet I succumb to fear, fear of humility and being discriminated against. No room for misinterpretation, heck I should even be banned to interpret the slightest bit of misleading cues. They’re not even cues! Poor me.. Poor me.. trapped in a cycle, unable to move, unable to turn the cogs. The sad truth of non-verbal rejection, I have to do it again. Damn.

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